by Theresita Joseph
For Halloween this
year, I found myself carving the words ‘Be not afraid’ on the pumpkin I had
originally destined to be some sort of scary face. Whilst I recognised the
irony in this, I’d actually chosen the phrase as it had been floating in and
out of my head over the past few months whilst several worries and
uncertainties had been growing in my heart. Since reflecting more on this
phrase, I’ve realised how often fear becomes our biggest barrier with God, yet
how faith provides the ability to overcome it.
Dispelling
the myth of faith without fear
It has been said ‘Be not afraid’ and
associated phrases appear 365 times in the Bible; a reminder for each day of the
year. Whether or not this exact number is true, the message is definitely present enough
times to show that God understands we are fearful beings; and wants to
encourage us.
Indeed, most humans have
experienced moments of fear, both big and small, at some point in their lives. Despite our
best efforts to appear brave or in control, there are always doubts and
insecurities which manage to creep in; whether they are current fears in our relationships/work/personal life, anticipatory fears of what lies ahead,
or fearful reminders of the past. If we don’t keep our emotions in check, we
can let these fears consume us to the point that they become paralysing, and
blind us from hope.
Adding faith into
the picture can be a tricky topic for some, and I’ve often had friends ask
me if my faith in God is merely a ‘safety-blanket’ to blindly reassure me
through struggles. Whilst I would admit that my faith doesn’t mean I walk
through life without experiencing fear; it does undeniably give me strength – but
not because of an artificial hope, but because of a knowledge rooted both from
scripture and belief, that I have the Creator of the very universe by my side with
whom nothing is impossible.
“A whole set of forces may be against you – hostile others, troubling and extreme circumstances, even yourself – but if God is on your side, none of these will overcome you; indeed, you will overcome them. No power, nothing in the past, nothing in the future, no biological necessity, no demise of human cells, no amount of pain, and no sense of isolation will separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus" – Extract from Be not afraid: Facing fear with faith by Samuel Wells, based on the words of St Paul’s letter to the Romans.
Where does fear come from?
The first account of fear in the Bible is actually revealed as the product of sin which came into the world after Adam and Eve disobeyed God in the Garden of Eden. Indeed, in Genesis 3:10, it describes Adam’s first response to God when He asks where they are both hiding after they ate from the forbidden tree;
“A whole set of forces may be against you – hostile others, troubling and extreme circumstances, even yourself – but if God is on your side, none of these will overcome you; indeed, you will overcome them. No power, nothing in the past, nothing in the future, no biological necessity, no demise of human cells, no amount of pain, and no sense of isolation will separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus" – Extract from Be not afraid: Facing fear with faith by Samuel Wells, based on the words of St Paul’s letter to the Romans.
Where does fear come from?
The first account of fear in the Bible is actually revealed as the product of sin which came into the world after Adam and Eve disobeyed God in the Garden of Eden. Indeed, in Genesis 3:10, it describes Adam’s first response to God when He asks where they are both hiding after they ate from the forbidden tree;
“I heard thy voice in the
garden, and I was afraid, because I
was naked; and I hid myself”.
God’s response “who told you that you were naked?” is powerful through its subtle meaning - God never told Adam and Eve that they were naked; they were like that from the start; where there was no shame or fear. God’s question ‘who told you?’ highlights that by placing their trust in anyone other than God; their new knowledge had changed their original peace into fear.
The actions of Adam and Eve can be compared with what is written in Proverbs 1:7 which says "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction". Through choosing to disobey God and stop fearing Him alone; they were ironically led further away from their very desire. As with our own fears that we face in life, by keeping them separate from God, we allow them to become problems we continue to struggle with on our own.
Fighting Fear with Faith: St Peter
God’s response “who told you that you were naked?” is powerful through its subtle meaning - God never told Adam and Eve that they were naked; they were like that from the start; where there was no shame or fear. God’s question ‘who told you?’ highlights that by placing their trust in anyone other than God; their new knowledge had changed their original peace into fear.
The actions of Adam and Eve can be compared with what is written in Proverbs 1:7 which says "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction". Through choosing to disobey God and stop fearing Him alone; they were ironically led further away from their very desire. As with our own fears that we face in life, by keeping them separate from God, we allow them to become problems we continue to struggle with on our own.
Fighting Fear with Faith: St Peter
Knowing that fear is an inevitable product of mankind’s sin; we need to find ways to fight it. The Bible has several stories of individuals who experienced significant fear in their life, yet reveal how their faith provided them with the armour to press forward and overcome them. One of my favourite saints in being an ideal example for doing so is St Peter. Despite being the ‘rock’ upon which Jesus chose to build the church, St Peter had many battles with fear during his journey of discipleship with Jesus.
One of the most
striking passages that reminds me of this is in Matthew 14. The disciples had just witnessed the incredible miracle
of Jesus feeding the 5000 from a mere 5 loaves and 2 fish, but soon after Jesus
instructs them to get into a boat and cross the sea onto the other side, where
he would later join them. Whilst the disciples were on the boat, they were hit
by a heavy storm, and fear soon entered their hearts. They must have had so
many emotions and questions during that time; why were they apart from Jesus, why did he send them out alone; and how
would they survive this storm? What brings them the most fear however is
when they see a man walking across the sea; “they were troubled saying – it is a spirit; and they cried out of fear”.
Yet Jesus is quick to reassure them;
“Take courage; it is I; be not afraid”.
At these words, St
Peter does not hesitate to ask Jesus to let him walk on the water, and at
Jesus’ beckoning, we soon see him stepping out of the boat in courage, and
miraculously walking out across the water too. But as soon as the wind starts
again, St Peter’s faith is replaced with fear, and he begins to sink. On
calling out “Lord, save me!”, Jesus
quickly pulls him up; but asks him an important question:
“You with little faith, why did you give way
to doubt?”
This question is one
which I feel Jesus asks me time and time again in my own journey of faith. Like
many, I find it easy to believe and trust in God when things are going well,
make sense, and fall into place. But in other moments where the situation
changes into one where I cannot imagine a positive outcome from, or cannot feel
God's presence, how quick is it for me to let fear enter my heart. Like St Peter,
I begin to sink spiritually as I look away from God and look only to myself. There’s a
verse in Will Reagan’s song ‘Lay it all down’ that gets to the heart of this cyclical destructive nature of fear.
“Filled with all those anxious thoughts, and your doubts became your god – lay it all down at the feet of Jesus”
“Filled with all those anxious thoughts, and your doubts became your god – lay it all down at the feet of Jesus”
Truly, how often do we let our own fears and doubts become
bigger or more powerful than God? Perhaps the real reason why we let them is because deep down; we want to conquer them through our own strength, rather
than through God’s. Indeed, in spite of Jesus’ presence, St Peter needed to feel secure that
he could still support his own weight and resist the wind himself. The moment he
realised his weakness and lost faith in his own capabilities, his hope and
confidence began to evaporate, despite the fact that Jesus was already letting him achieve the impossible. To add another pope into the commentary, Pope
Benedict XVI expands on this flaw of St Peter during his walk with Jesus:
“His desire to rush in – his heroism – leads
to his denial. In order to keep abreast of every development in Jesus’ destiny
as it happens, he claims not to know him. His heroism falls to pieces in a
small-minded tactic. He must learn how to wait, how to persevere”.
The analysis about
how St Peter’s desire to keep up with Jesus actually leads him to deny him
appears paradoxical. But the meaning behind it is that St Peter’s biggest struggle
was fearing and caring too much for his own life, than to deny it all and give
it up for Jesus. Yet despite this, Jesus still chose Peter to become the first
Pope of the church, as he knew the goodness within his heart. As Pope Benedict
XVI describes, all St Peter needed was time and perseverance to humble himself, and make his faith
greater than his fears. Indeed, this same disciple that doubted and feared to
the point of denying Jesus 3 times, was later the same person who died on the
cross upside down to profess his unbreakable trust in Jesus. Through his lifetime
of maturing to build his faith into a living rock; so would he become the foundation
from which the church itself was built upon.
Take
courage: we are called to be saints
Finally, it cannot be forgotten that one of the
strongest promoters of the very phrase ‘Be not afraid’ was Saint Pope John Paul II, whose feast day we celebrated last Monday.
Indeed, JPII began his papacy in St Peter’s square with this exhortation,
and reminded people of it time and time again. In a later memorable speech at World Youth
Day 2000 in Rome, he proclaimed:
“Young people of every continent, do not be afraid to be the saints of the
new millennium!”
As we prepare to celebrate All Saints Day tomorrow, we should let that same message and calling echo in our hearts. Like the saints before us, Jesus wants to
transform our fears into complete trust in Him, and take us on a journey
of faith. In my own
life, I know for many years I have felt my faith in God wasn’t strong or bold enough
to be able to proclaim it out to others. To be frank, I was comfortable letting
Jesus sit in a box; where I could feel at peace attending mass every Sunday and
share my faith to others that believed; but I shied away from letting my faith
form the main part of my identity. The truth behind it all was that I was afraid: for fear of judgement,
rejection from those that I cared about, and perhaps the need to change. Yet
recently, as my faith in God has grown in ways I never imagined happening, I
can no longer let God simply remain a part of my life that I try and hide, but want Him to become the only part that
matters.
As young
millennials, we live in a world where it’s not ‘cool’ to talk about faith,
where belief in God is ridiculed as being childish, unscientific, or blind, and
where despite having a freedom of speech, choosing to stand up for
controversial matters of the Christian faith prompts a quick outcry to be
silenced. But that’s okay – and that’s where true courage; the antidote to
fear, comes in. As JPII also reminded us:
“The
way Jesus shows you is not easy. Rather it is like a path winding up a
mountain. But do not lose heart! The
steeper the road, the faster it rises towards ever wider horizons”
It is for this wider
horizon that we have faith in Jesus; that through faith in Him our eyes are opened to
greater things than the world itself can show us. This faith in God is not something that we should keep to
ourselves, hide away, or cause us to fear – it is something that should be
shared, empowers others, and ultimately brings freedom. It is this goal that we will share
at the Youth 2000 Vision Weekend in Sheffield this weekend, where we come
together to reflect on the vision that God wants us to grow Youth 2000 through;
to create new disciples; to spread God’s love to others; and to start building
this new generation of saints. So through prayer, courage, and confidence of God's presence with us, let us 'be not afraid' - let's go.
“Do not be afraid. Do not be satisfied with mediocrity. Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch” – Saint Pope JPII
“Do not be afraid. Do not be satisfied with mediocrity. Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch” – Saint Pope JPII
